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An Open Door...

2/11/2015

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Good morning from Orkney!  Actually it's just after noon now...the day is nearly cloudless and only a slight breeze teases the leaves of the escalonia (one of the few evergreen shrubs that actually thrives here).  We had a lovely evening with next-door neighbors Peter and Pauline Wilson.  They invited us to join them at the Orkney Theater, to see Les Miserable.  We were astounded...there is so much talent on this island!  

After a midmorning breakfast of Scotch oats, topped Demerara sugar, walnuts and a scant sprinkling of Henry's treasured Caribbean cask Balvenie Scotch, I settled in at my desk for a time of prayer and study. It's a bit of a challenge to focus on a day like today.  My desk sits in a corner, framed in by three windows.  To my left, the azure blue North Sea (don't be fooled by the color - it is NOT warm), and Copinsay, a tiny island crowned by an aged, yet stalwart lighthouse.  It still faithfully flashes at night...a beacon of light, warning of the danger of shipwreck.  A few fishing boats have taken advantage of the calm, and are bobbing happily along.  The winding country road is quiet, but for the occasional tractor.  Farms awaken from winter slumber...

Ah yes, what was that about focus??? With body, mind and spirit back at the desk I began to reflect on our evening, on tea time with Tracy (another beautiful and generous neighbor) and our seemingly strategic placement here in Deerness.  I sensed the Lord whispering, 'Be still and listen!'  I have not been very good at this lately.  As I listen, I hear Him speaking a verse from Revelation chapter three and find myself writing it in my journal:
11 February 2015:  "You have placed before us an open door...and what You open NO ONE can shut!  Even as I write this, Your Spirit reminds me that you led me to this same passage in June of 2013...on our FIRST trip to Scotland!"
Of course I HAD to find my journal from that time and review what I had written.  What I found shook me a bit...considering all that has transpired in the twenty months since:
June 5, 2013:  (Sitting at a desk in the Fraser Suites, Edinburgh...also a sunny day)
"At 4:00 this morning I heard distant church bells tolling the hour...and I sensed the need to look at the word 'hour' in Scripture...as I researched the word 'hour' - I was struck by Jesus words to the church at Philadelphia (Rev. 3):

"I know thy works:  Behold, I have set before thee an open door, and no man can shut it:  for thou has a little strength, and has kept my Word, and hast not denied my Name.  Behold...because thou hast kept the word of  my patience, I also will keep thee from the hour of temptation that is coming upon all the world, to try them that dwell upon the earth.  Behold, I will come quickly:  Hold fast that which thou hast, that no man take thy crown.  Him that overcometh will I make a pillar in the temple of my God, and he shall GO NO MORE OUT..."  (The Greek for 'OUT', by the way, is 'ex-o', the root of exit and expat)

"Is it possible, Father, that You are wanting to use this passage to provide confirmation that You are calling us out???  Also, You instructed me to pray regarding where the 'fields are white with the harvest..."
After prayerfully reviewing that entry I began to ask myself, "WHY has the Lord taken me back to that day?"  I feel like I have literally been catapulted back, to take another look...see it all from a different perspective.  What is so important about the "open door" that the Lord would have me revisit this?  As I meditate and try to 'LISTEN', several things come to mind:

        1.  I am reminded that this is not a travel log.  I must take care that His purpose prevails in the writing...

       2.  I believe His intention is to provide a LIGHTHOUSE, with the goal of preventing the shipwreck of souls.  

       3.  It has NEVER  been more important to hear the Good Shepherd's voice.  His sheep know His voice...but we will miss it if we do not take time to listen. Him who has an ear, let him hear!

       4.  There is only one Way to join the flock...Jesus is the way.  There is NO OTHER NAME BY WHICH MEN CAN BE SAVED.  Each of us is either walking toward Him or away from Him...we must choose.


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If You Say Go...

2/9/2015

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Buster in front of our home in Graham
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Journal Entry from May 30, 2013 (Graham, Washington):
"...after 23 years of marriage, having weathered many storms...we are facing by far the greatest test of all.  My husband is convinced that You are warning us to 'flee Babylon'.  So much is at stake...all that is comfortable and familiar.  I need to know that this is YOUR voice - not the deceiver...If YOU say 'go', we will go."

Journal Entry - May 31, 2013:
"I am praying for my husband again today...each day brings a greater awareness that Your Kingdom is not of this world.  I feel caught in a strange kind of suspended animation...knowing You are bringing great change - yet having no clear sense of what You have in store.  You are our Anchor, our Hiding Place, our Comforter and Guide."

"Thank you for the brief word from Charles Stanley's radio program yesterday.  In reference to Revelation, he said:  'In the end we don't have to fully understand, we have to trust.  We must move forward day by day in faith...the substance of things hoped for and the evidence of things not seen."

Journal Entry - June 2, 2013:
"Take heart, O weary, burdened one, bowed down beneath your cross;
Remember that your greatest gain may come through greatest loss..."
(From Streams in the Desert)

Aboard Iceland Air...Seattle - Iceland - Edinburgh!
Journal Entry - June 4, 2013...
"Thank you for prompting me to bring 'Experiencing the Cross'.  The chapter on living a surrendered life was timely.  I am having trouble with the thought of leaving everything behind!  You know my heart...I will obey.  Bring Yourself glory in all of this."
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Remembering June 5...
In Edinburgh at last...a sunny day, half-a-world away.
Ignoring sandpaper eyes, we managed to stay vertical long enough to keep our dinner reservation...next thing I knew it was 4:00 am and church bells were tolling the hour.  When was the last time I heard church bells ringing in America?  It occurred to me that perhaps the church has ceased 'ringing the bells'...lost track of the time...


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Expat???

2/3/2015

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"Expat" (Webster's definition:  exile, living in a foreign country)...I was reeling!  Statistical odds of one in sixty-seven million.  "Ok,"  I thought, "God speaks through His Word, through prayer...through other believers...through circumstances...but through a validation code???"  I was certainly NOT going to start packing my bags based on something as flimsy as that!
Out came the concordance.  A quick search of verses concerning Babylon did nothing to calm my already frazzled nerves:
"If only you had paid attention to my commands, your people would have been like a river...Leave Babylon, flee...there is no peace for the wicked."  (excerpt Isaiah 48:18, 20-22)

"Depart, depart, go out from there!  Touch no unclean thing.  Come out from it and be pure, You who carry the vessels of the Lord...but you will not leave in haste or go in flight, for the Lord will go before you, the God of Israel will be your rear guard."  (Isaiah 52:11-12)
"Flee out of Babylon, leave the land of the Babylonians, and be like the goats that lead the flock."  (Jeremiah 50:8) (Hebrew for 'flee' is yatsa' - depart, exit, go forth to a place)

On May 15 of 2013 I had some serious dialogue with the Lord:  "In some ways this is a time of confusion - but only because what we see is limited to the view from this moment in time.  You are NOT the author of confusion...Lord God, if you are preparing us to leave our home and country - I know that You have gone ahead and are blazing the trail...We will go if You say, 'Go!' (from my journal)
May 17 - "I have to admit, I think I'm scared.  There is a sense that much in our lives could change completely.  Every day there is more evidence that judgment must come to this nation...there is a sense of foreboding that is difficult to shake.  I am at once peaceful - yet viscerally shaken...it is CRITICAL that we practice listening to Your voice!"
May 21 - "Henry and I continue to seek You - and Your will.  Sometimes it feels like we are living in the twilight zone...a kind of limbo in which You are inoculating us with the idea of leaving our home and country.  We are praying to hear Your voice CLEARLY...and every day it seems you are adding fuel to the fire."





THAT SAME DAY, DRIVING INTO WORK AT THE OASIS, I TURNED ON THE RADIO. 
DR. DAVID JEREMIAH WAS SPEAKING.  THE TOPIC OF HIS MESSAGE?  
GOD'S REMOVAL OF OF HIS PEOPLE
BEFORE BRINGING JUDGMENT!
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The Gale

2/2/2015

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It was May 7, 2013.  I woke early, plagued by internal trembling.  Four days earlier the investors had made a unanimous decision to sell Sunrise, which I knew spelled the end ofthe Oasis as well.  I prayed that God would help me rest in His peace, and wrote:

"I need a fresh revelation of Your grandeur to help me find my place in Your plan."
On the morning of Saturday, May 11,  a passage from Streams in the Desert brought comfort and reassurance:

"Oh how everything gives way when affliction first comes upon us!  The clinging stems of our hopes are quickly snapped, and our heart lies overwhelmed and prostrate, like a vine the windstorm has torn from its trellis.  But once the initial shock is over we are able to look up and say, 'It is the Lord.'  Faith begins to lift our shattered hopes and binds them to the feet of God, resulting in confidence, safety and peace."
Later that evening the storm intensified.  Henry began to share with me what the Lord had been laying on his heart.  He was impressed to re-read the book of Revelation, straight through, from beginning to end.  When he reached Chapters 17 and 18 he paused...
     "Honey, there is a verse that WILL NOT LEAVE ME ALONE!"  he called to the kitchen, where I was making dinner.  I walked around the corner into the family room. He continued:  "It's Revelation 18:4..."

"Then I heard another voice from heaven say:  'Come out of her my people,
so that you will not share in her sins,
so that you will not receive any of her plagues."

"I am more and more convinced that the U.S. is very likely the 'Mystic Babylon' described in Revelation."  he said.  "I believe God may be calling us to leave."
I am ashamed to admit that I began to wonder if my husband had gone off the deep end. 
I began to cry out to God for wisdom and protection.  I knew Henry was a godly man, seeking the Lord with his whole heart.  I wanted to believe I could trust God to speak through my husband...but this was A BIT TOO MUCH!  The dialogue continued through the weekend, well into Sunday evening.  Sleep did not come easily.
I was still at home mid-morning on Monday, when Henry telephoned.  His voice was edgy.
"You will NEVER believe what just happened!  I needed to check the bank balance for the Oasis account, and when I logged in, the validation code (which is usually just squiggly nonsense) actually spelled a word!!!  It spelled 'EXPAT'!  At first I thought it was a coincidence, but I decided to figure the odds...Anne, the odds of THAT word appearing are ONE in sixty-seven-million!"

After this, there was no way I could simply dismiss what Henry thought he was sensing from the Lord.  I knew I would have to dig into the Word...desperate to hear for myself.  After all, as a married couple I didn't think it like God to say something so profoundly earth shattering to Henry...and keep silence with me...it didn't make sense!
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    Anne Reitzug

    Sojourner.  Servant.  Recipient of undeserved  Grace.  Worshiper.

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